i've just lost my little kitten . wlpun cik ain x berkesempatan nk jaga dia lama , kasih n syg cik ain btl2 jatuh kat dia ... cik ain terjumpa teleng kat tmpt cik ain berniaga ... kepala dia agak senget sikit ... thats y cik ain panggil dia teleng ... dia sgt comel ... kecik n kurus sgt ... dia dtg kat cik ain ... cik ain bg dia makan telur puyuh masa tu ... dia sgt active ... dia suka panjat kaki cik ain n duduk atas riba ... wlpn cik ain sgt suka kucing ... tp cik ain ni pengeli sikit ... klu cik ain pegang kucing tu confirm cik ain x akan makan selagi cik ain x mandi bersih2 ... malam tu teleng ikut je mana cik ain pergi ... naik geram pun ada masa tu coz cik ain tkt terlanggar dia ... dah la cik ain byk kerja ms tu ... tp dia x peduli ... dia ttp nk panjat kaki cik ain gak ... tp ms tu cik ain x dpt nk bwk dia balik lg ... the next day tu teleng dtg lagi kat tmpt cik ain berniaga ... huhuhu ... mlm tu cik ain tibe2 bergerak hati nk bwk dia balik ... pas cik ain hantar kawan2 cik ain balik ... teleng x de siapa pegang ... mmg x reti diam ... abis keta cik ain dia panjat sana sini ... mlm tu cik ain x tau nk letak dia kat mana ... kotak pun x de ... so cik ain letak dia dlm drawer .... drawer tu tinggi n besar ... tp x tutup rapat la ... next morning tu g plak cr sangkar dia .. adoi ... mahal2 tul sangkar tu ... last2 cik ain jumpa yg paling murah ... tu pun dah rm30 ... x pe la ... janji ada tmpt untuk teleng tito ... ms awal2 lg tu dah tau teleng tu sakit ... tp x sangka r teruk sgt ... dia berak mmg cair ... puas r cik ain duk memcuci ms tu ... teleng ni dulu kan duk bebas ... ble duk kan dia dlm sangkar mmg dia x reti nk diam ... huhuhu ... ble dia dah pnt br dia tito ...
arini ni ... tetibe cik ain tgk dia lembik dari biasa ... org kata klu kucing tu badan dia dah lembik maksudnye dah nk mati ... huhuhuhu ... cik ain try bg dia mkn fav food dia ... tuna ... tp dia dah x nk makan ... then cik ain watkan dia susu ... dia minum r gak ... tp sikit je ... dlm sakit2 tu dia nk gak duduk atas riba cik ain ... cik ain baringkan dia atas kain tuala ... ms tu cik ain tertito jap ... bgn2 je cik ain tgk teleng dah terkeluar dari tuala tu ... dia terberak lg kat towel tu ... ms tu mmg lembik glr cik ain tgk dia ... cik ain panggil dia ... dia tgk je cik ain ... cik ain trs bwk dia vet ...
ms tu doc tu kata teleng dehydrated n already lost him blood... gusi dia dah putih ... n kepala dia tu teleng coz dia mewarisi virus mungkin dari ibu dia ... condition teleng waktu tu mmg dah teruk ... doc kata dia ada 40% je peluang untuk hidup hari ni ... n untuk terus hidup mmg tipis ... even klu dia survive sekali pun ... virus yg dia ada tu akan makin teruk ... n virus tu boleh berjangkit pd binatang lain ... doc kata klu cik ain nk tinggalkan dia kat klinik tu skalipun ... x de jaminan dia boleh survive arini ... doc tu bg cik ain dua pilihan ... sama ada nk masukkan air n try tgk sama ada dia boleh survive or i can put him to sleep ... ms tu cik ain x tau pe ptt cik ain buat ... doc tu bg masa untuk cik ain pikir ... doc tu kata virus yg ada pd teleng x boleh nk diubati ... ms tu cik ain x boleh tahan air mata ... the doc said i just can support him to live but his condition will be worse .. ms tu cik ain wat keputusan untuk biarkan dia tito je terus ... cik ain x sanggup tgk dia sakit lg ... ms doc tu nk suntik teleng ngan ubat tu cik ain x mampu nk duk lg dlm bilik tu ... cik ain terus keluar ... i try to call wan but she didnt pickup my call ... huhuhu ... x sampai 5 minit ... nurse kata prosedur tu dah selesai ... teleng dah ' tito' ... cik ain request untuk tgk dia ... comelnye my baby ... i wish u had more time to live ... i wish i had more time to take care of u ... im sorry my baby... please rest in peace ... forgive me for making such decision ... i love u so much ...
p/s : can't stop crying ... i miss him
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