Dec 10, 2011

Soulmate

hi semua ... korg mmg suka kan klu citer2 pasal jodoh ni .... hehehehe tp pe yg lula nk ctr ptg ni bukan something yg happy ... i'm broken hearted ... haih ... nk buat mcm mana ... dah nasib ... sedar diri ni x cantik ... x pandai bergaya ... i dunt think man will look at me ... ambik ko ayat dah rendah diri giler da tu ... al kisahnye ... erm untuk yg pernah bg post2 lula yg lama2 mesti tau lula pernah suka kat someone ni for about 4 years now ... n tragik nye ( tragik la sgt ) i already confess n waiting for his answer for A YEAR ... yup 1 tahun ... pling tepat ... on 12.12 akan tepat la 365 hari ... but the sad thing is ... on 6.12.11 lula dpt tau HE'S TAKEN ... erm ... masa mula2 tgk tu tuhan je tau ... haih ... x tau nk ckp pe yg lula rs ... suddenly i feel empty .. lula bukan x leh terima kenyataan ... but i dunt know why ... lula x tau nk react mcm mana ... x rs nk nangis ... x rs nk marah ... but i just keep my self silence .. tp the next day tu br lula rs sakit ... huhuhu ... i'm happy for him but my heart can't lie ... satu hari lula duk pikir psl mamat tu ... is not that i want to rampas him or what ... lula x rs layak pun ... the girl wlpn x secantik his ex ... but nice ... bertudung but fashionable ...i like her style ... lula ada tanye kwn baik lula ... AA ... she said that the girl is nice ... haih ... so i've made a decision to forget about him ... tindakan pling drastik lula buat ... i remove him from my fb ... haih cukup r 2 thun lula simpan perasaan ... 1 tahun i stick with him ... n another 1 year waiting like stupid .. now i'm done with him ... rite now x rs nk cari penganti ke apa ... already found my passion ... it's toward this guy.. 
LOVE HIM SO MUCH